Текст песни This One Is For Charity

What if I said death is what turns me on?
Substantial, intellectual songs.
What if I said life is all in your head?
I'm a cynic and a heartless, cold, embodied red neck.

Oh I feel like I'm never gonna leave this head.

What if I said death is my only fear?
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Lying with my bed's cloth, lying with my bed's cloth.
What if I said life is my only hate?
Crying with my bed's cloth, crying with my bed's cloth.

(chorus)

So tell me where am I?
Who am I?