Текст песни Out Of Body

Well I'm walking
Through these lonely streets of my mind
While I'm talking
And all these words just zip and pass me by
And all that
I want to hear is what you've got to say
But I pull back
Not now
And I feel my confidence seep and flow

Away...
I don't feel like myself
Today...
And it's not who I want to
Be...
Sometimes I wish I'd stop pretending and just be me

Get back go slow
This is not where I want to
Go on, pull back
And I'm feeling my ego start to
Crack up, laugh out
And I'm feeling a little self aware
Someone open a door and let me out

And it's all these feelings I keep inside
That get
Knotted up, gagged and tied
And I
Sometimes try to remember where they hide
Where they hide inside my

Mind...
Sometimes I think you're just being
Kind...
And it's not how I want us to
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Why do I find it so hard to converse naturally?

Get back go slow
This is not where I want to
Go on, pull back
And I'm feeling my ego start to
Crack up, laugh out
And I'm feeling a little self aware
Someone open a door and let me out of here

Just let me out of here...

Just take it easy
Nobody's watching you
And let it all out

And just listen to me...
Lean back, go slow...

Just listen to me...
Go on, pull back...

Just listen and
Lean back, go slow,
This is not where I want to
Go on and pull back,
And I'm feeling my ego start to
Crack...

Yeah now, I'm starting to crack

So listen and
Lean back, go slow,
This is not where I want to
Go on and pull back,
And I'm feeling my body is out of whack