Текст песни Secret

I'm going to help you figure out
The hidden meaning to the question
You'll be asking till you're gasping out
Your last

It keeps you guessing, still you
Think you know what's missing, till you're
Proving that you're losing that you're and
Sorry that you asked

Soon the first will be the last
It's changed the future for the past
There always has to be catastrophe
Until we're laid to rest

I'm going to help you figure out
The hidden meaning though I will not
Be revealing anything you do not know

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If I unveil another gloomy 'cause
Your brain will convolute
You cannot handle all this truth

Your world will come unzipped
As your reality is flipped
Soon your feet can't help but trip over
Your head upon the floor

I'm going to help you figure out
The secret meaning to the question you'll be screaming
As you lay there peaceful dreaming

On that bleak December evening
While your family is bereaving
And your soul will soon be leaving
Without ever even bleeding

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