Текст песни Feel Redux

I just wanna feel, real love -feel the home that I live in
'Cause I got to much life, running through my veins - going to waste.
Come and hold my hand. I wanna contact the living.Skylark - Feel Redux - http://ru.motolyrics.com/skylark/feel-redux-lyrics.html
Not sure I understand - this role I've been given.
I sit and talk to god. And he just laughs at my plans.
My head speaks a language, I don't understand