Текст песни A Rush And Siege

i can't understand what i do wrong half the time
my judgment is blurred from this last year of defeat
i never once acted like this before i met you
now i'm a simplified sensation
i'm nothing; a laughingstock to someLife Once Lost, A - A Rush And Siege - http://ru.motolyrics.com/life-once-lost-a/a-rush-and-siege-lyrics.html
i'm sorry for my vicious decline into this bedlam you see before your eyes
i adhere to the progress of my helpless desire to live
my innards are freezing inherently, like winter rain
i'm over infectious regret