Текст песни Depression

The boundaries are blurred,
my reason is off,
the structure is broken,
suspended in black.

I know, this is over,
but why doesn't hurt?
I just can't believe it,
my life has to change.

Let me feel right here, right know,
the fear of start again,
please remember that I'm not alone,
I've got the guilt with me.

I set foot in nowhere,
the point of no return,
the idea is shocking,
but I can not react.

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my voice will disappear,
I look to the ground,
in sorrow I'll freeze.

"Take this emptiness and write something about it, she said.
That's when the idea came to me to create this.
One day I find myself
staring to the sea trying to calculate the consequences of this change.
I'm so narrow minded, so square head, so basic,
so blind that I put a gun
in the heart of my system and pull the trigger hoping to see it heal.
Now I'm here, crying on my knees, asking myself what to do now,
and find no answer.
This is the present that is hurting
after the past burning in flames of mistakes,
this is what I deserve.
I've been such a fool,
because the problem is that I still love her,
the problem is that i felt like the power to control my life
was in her hands.
Sadly this is true."