Текст песни Falling Into Ashes

I just don't know if it's the time
For me to just give up and leave this all behind
But lately things aren't making sense
And I feel we're just the victims of the worst end circumstance

The end is near now

My world is falling into ashes
And living in the past is all I that I can do
And I'm frightened
Searing for the light and I don't know what I am holding onto

Pay no attention to the sky
Crumbling all around us look into my eyes
And take this time to reminisce
And savor this last and final melancholy kiss

The end is here now
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My world is falling into ashes
And living in the past all that I can do
And I'm frightened
Searching for the light and I don't know what I am holding onto

The end is near now
The end is here now baby
The end is here now
The end is here now baby
Here now baby

My world is falling into ashes
Living in the past is all that I can do
And I'm frightened
Nowhere is there light
And I don't know what I am holding onto

What am I holding onto