Текст песни Everything Is Imaginary

I lived twice after my suicide,
Is it future or the past,
I couldn't decide
I was lost in cage trying to fall asleep
Maybe I'm still dreaming and I will try kill myself,
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I can feel the pain but my mind don't trust me
Because everything is imaginary
So I am sitting on the floor and I'm bleeding to death
Nobody missed me because it never happened
I am still waiting for something
For nothing