Текст песни Feel Redux

I just wanna feel, real love -feel the home that I live in

'Cause I got to much life, running through my veins - going to waste.

Come and hold my hand. I wanna contact the living.
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Not sure I understand - this role I've been given.

I sit and talk to god. And he just laughs at my plans.

My head speaks a language, I don't understand.