Текст песни Going Under

Track 4 of _Clutching At Straws_ --

Is it wrong to talk to myself
even when there's nobody else.
I'm just checking out that I'm not gone under the water.
Thrown on the beach like a seal ready for slaughter.

Can't you understand that the way things were planned,
it never worked out,
so I just went crazy
I took to the drink, like something says it's maybe.

I ain't got no excuse,
and that's really the news,
got nothing else to say,
that it's my way
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Seem to be running away so often.

I'll try anything once
and thats the way we should be.
But it's always the same,
that I'm caught up again,
in a habit, a habit.
That I just can't shake off the way it always turned out.

Can you understand, it's the way I choose to be.
Everything seems so easy this way,
but I'm going under fast,
slipping away.
Am I so crazy?

(Albert St., Aylesbury) [FISH and DEREK WILLIAM DICK