Текст песни Next Best Thing

Endeverafter
Kiss or kill, next best thing
Lying beside you in a dream
And I guess I'm okay
Whatever that means
Toss and turn endlessly

And I just can't wait till I fall asleep
Then I'll have you right
Where I always wanted you to be
Here with me

And it's the same song, I wanna feel something
When I'm tangled inside of your arms
And I will take any high now just to get me through
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Dying to find what this means

But I just can't face reality
I think I'm leaving this scene
Oh I hate this place but I just can't leave
And into the night will I ever fall asleep?
I'm in too deep

And it's the same song, I wanna feel something
When I'm tangled inside of your arms
And I will take any high now just to get me through
It's the next best thing to you

Now I'm wasting my time having you on my mind
And I'll take any high just to feel alive
Like I did with you