Текст песни On Pause

I have no time to lose or time to gain
Just trying to smile and avoid the pain
I have no time to waste 'cause I am behind
I can't push rewind... I can't push rewind

Sometimes I feel my life is on pause
And no one will hit play
This is not my destiny
I need to break away
I'm tired of watching, waiting, and doing
When I already know the outcome
This is not my revolution
I'm hanging up my guns for good

With the world on my shoulders
And my back against the wall
I'm too tired to stand
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I have a condition, What
I want out of this brainwashed system
I'm done fighting your war
I've grown tired and sore

Sometimes I feel my life is on pause
And no one will hit play
This is not my destiny
I need to break away
I'm tired of watching, waiting, and doing
When I already know the outcome
This is not my revolution
I'm hanging up my guns for good

Don't know what I want or what I need
Can't keep going on if there's no where to bleed
I've got no where to bleed! ?