Текст песни At The Levity Ball

I'm wide awake but my mind's so far away
I can't remember a single thing you say
I've seen my own brain light up and it scared me to death
If you think I'm lying then I'm just wasting my breath

I've seen the light of milk the drunk white cow ((??))
I know the time and the place and the where and the how
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I've seen all you give me before I rise and I fall
Lets go down and ring the bell at the levity ball

You're goin' out the same
I'll never hold down whats in your eyes
You say you wanted a kiss
Well I want to give you one last chance