Ally Heman

HI, I'M ALLY! sometimes i don't like my name. sometimes i want to be betsy or alicia or lillian or tanya, just to see what it's like. sometimes i'm annoying and i will not shut up to save my life. sometimes i don't think hard enough about the decisions i make. sometimes i'm really obnoxious. i run through grocery stores screaming about WHERE THE HELL THE ORGANIC COTTON BALLS ARE, because yeah, i want organic cotton balls. fake cotton just won't do. sometimes i'm quiet, and all i really want to do is sit in my bed in the quiet and read books. forever, just books and books and books, and never look up. but eventually i do look up, and i see the sun sparkling through my window. it tickles my toes sticking out from underneath my blanket. i hate that, so i tuck them back inside. but then they get too hot, so i have to take them back out and the cycle repeats itself because i am just never satisfied. sometimes i do bad things. my mind strays and i'm not always completely there, and i'm occasionally guilty even when i seem innocent. sometimes i lie when i should really just tell the truth, and i know what the right thing to do is, but i just do the wrong thing instead. sometimes i build up walls so you can't get to me, but behind them, i am just as vulnerable and small and warm and empty and wrong and loud as you. i am a dynamic person, and i like dynamic people. i like myself. i like you. i like everybody, and i like them all a lot. i love the world. it is a beautiful place. Links: http://www.myspace.com/allyheman http://www.youtube.com/allysmusic14 http://www.facebook.com/allyheman http://www.twitter.com/allyheman http://www.myspace.com/allyhemansfansite www.allyheman.tumblr.com